O Ateu

Mata-me,
Esta dor lenta e langorosa.
Que arduamente, arranca-me o coração.
Esta sentença que dói na alma e que, em vão,
Detém-me o pánico e ânsia em mão.

Pois, para mim, Tu não existes.
Nem lá, nem aqui, nem em mim.
Os teus fictícios feitos não são e nunca foram.
Contudo, não há escapatória.

A questão inevitável volta sempre por surgir.
Frustrando-me e forçando-me a desmentir-te.

E derradeiramente, morro e sofro.
Deixando  a questão, tal como na génese, incompreensível.
Parto deste mundo como chegei:
Mata-me.

Alexandre C.

Oh Well...

Shitty day indeed...

There are some fucking day like this. I hate it. Nothing's on the good way, everything's going upside down and I'm confused with this shit !

And her...She's so incomprehensible...

Indeed.

How ?

Don't you get it ?

I want to be A-L-O-N-E with you, and only with you...

Is it that hard to understand it ?

I'm putting my heart in it... but your's missing.

How can I make you understand that ?

Shortcut Music's

There are some music's that pull you away from this world and transport you through space until you reach another world where's something called "sadness" doesn't exist... Those music's are called "shortcut music's"...

Day Off

Wow ! I love days like this...
Today, it was a "day off" ! I love it 'cause, normally, you're customed to be at school and you forgot that this day you can stay home. And when you realize it, you feel like you're in heaven ! And then, you can sleep a little bit more... :D

Maroon 5 - No Curtain Call

Hey people !

As I love this song, I'm posting it here to share it with you.

This song describes perfectly what I'm feeling right now...


You say you need someone
But everybody does
I’m no different than you
I just believe what I do


You point your finger at
Everyone but yourself
And blame the ones that you love
Who’re only try’n to help

As it’s winding down to zero
I am yours like a hero
I’ll see this through
There’s so much me and you
Take this enemy together
Fight these demons off forever forever forever forever
5,4,3,2,1 I won’t stop until it’s done
No curtain call,I will not fall
This may be the one we’ve been waiting for
No curtain call,just take it all

I have no time for fear
Or people in my ear
Head down and running so fast
Try not to dwell on the past
I’m fighting through this pain
And things I cannot change
Running right into the flame
Rather than running away

Sweat drips down from every angle
Love your body as it gathers in a pool by your feet
You turn up the heat
Tossin and turnin, you cannot sleep
Quietly weep,your in too deep

Phrases

Some phrases that I wrote here and there...


"It's raining outside. And inside..."


"Going outside in the rain so that it's not possible to observe my salty tears that flow so hard in my heart"


"I feel something cold and boredom creeping into my skin ... Not the rain nor the cold wind ... but the cold of being unloved and misunderstand... Liked and still like you .... But you don't. It's as simple as that ..."


"Is it me or am I hopping something from Love ? Nope... Love doesn't help anyone cause Love's an hypocrit. One time, she's there, the other, she's gone."